Pyramids

And a few steps further, there is stillness.

And a few steps further, there is peace.

And there we are, walking together through November sun and autumn wind,

step by step getting closer, getting nearer

to the place where it all connects

the place where it all began,

where we end up is where it will begin.

Closer, we walk, over quietly crunching sand,

to the spot on the land where time and space

merge, dissolve, collapse

unto themselves and flow into presence

Were we here before?

Did we meet again?

How many more steps until we're there?

Are we getting closer?

What is moving?

Is the movement inside or out?

Are we even moving at all or has time just stopped and space taken on a new dimension?

I'm glad you're here with me.

Am I here or everywhere?

Am I moving or is the world moving around me?

Am I breathing or am I breath?

Was I here before or have I never left?

Are you part of me or am I part of you?

Am I stone, am I sand, am I sound or are we both

just timeless presence, spaceless being

to and from eternity?

Am I responding to your vibration or you to mine?

Am I resonating with your song or you with mine?

Have we become one as I leaned into you,

trying to hold and be filled with your powerful hum and deafening silence?

How much vibration and resonance can my body hold before it cracks open and my spirit shines through, radiating outwards the perfect balance of head and heart?

Am I still here?

Are you still with me?

Can you feel the vibrations rising, growing into a powerful storm?

Can you stand with me in the turning of the times?

I can still feel your energy pulsating through me, rising and swelling, filling me up, taking me over like a storm surge.

Who are you? What is this?

Am I experiencing you or am I merely getting a taste of myself?

Are you showing yourself to me or am I showing myself to you?

I recognise myself in you and yet I don't know who I am, who you are, what this is.

How can I be filled with this vibration that is more than human and still be bound to my little life, my little body?

Deepest experiential recognition

beyond comprehension, beyond words,

beyond thought.

Another taste of eternity,

another glimpse of serene presence.

Overflowing with you.

November 2020